Secret Pleasure
Tuesday, February 27th, 2007
I’m one of the few Lowewood pupils who is glad half term is over. How Jessica Davies can tolerate being alone in the buildings for such long periods is beyond me, for even with the distraction of set building and the ability to travel into town and visit The King of Prussia whenever I liked, it was still dull. I’d hoped to talk Jessica into helping with the set, for although she can be a real handful at times she’s thrown herself wholeheartedly into The Boyfriend in a manner that I thought was beyond her. With it being a school holiday, I knew I didn’t have the authority to insist on her assistance, but I hoped the temptation of a few drinks at the pub one evening would be sufficient to convince her. As it happened, I saw neither hide nor hair of her for the whole of the week, and so set building was a lonely job. I missed the chatter of my fellow pupils, I missed rugby practice on Wednesday, I missed laughing at Mr Perkins’ bad breath; but most of all, missed the thought that, should I desire it, I could have a girl’s bare bottom lying across my lap quivering in anticipation of my palm crisply landing upon it.
I’m not entirely sure when this fascination with administering punishments started. Since September, the task has slowly evolved from being a mere (if not uninteresting) duty, to something that I relish and find sexually arousing. Perhaps it has something to do with Gina, I don’t know. By the time Thursday came along I was bored stiff with painting the Café Pataplon, to the extent that my mind began to wander and I began to think about the various bottoms that had been bared for me, and of three naked young ladies at Prefect’s Council. Before long, I found that I was no longer simply bored stiff, but just simply ‘stiff’. In my defence, it had been over a week since I’d last done anything sexual, and given that endless research has discovered that men think about sex every five minutes or so, a week is a bloody long time.

