Deserving of Punishment?
Saturday, May 2nd, 2009
It was silent in the changing rooms of the gym. Cassie, Violet and I were all in our games kit, as instructed. The clock ticked round to 7pm. None of us really wanted it to get there, but the second hand ticked round inexorably.
I tried to control the butterflies in my stomach. Was it worse going second? I’d tried to talk to Felix and Charlie today about what had happened to them yesterday, but they would say nothing. But Felix’s white, closed face made me fear the worst.
I’d been caned before. How hard could it be?
Looking at Violet and Cassie’s scared faces; somehow I knew that this wasn’t going to be your usual type of punishment. They’d been here longer than me, had heard the rumours about previous councils. I cursed myself again for letting things go so far. Because I knew, that without my encouragement, these two would never have gone as far as they did. Why did I have to take so many risks?
The minute hand arrived at 7pm, and like a cuckoo out of a clock, Rosemary Woodward opened the door of the gym.
“You’d better come in.” she said sternly.
Fuck.



